thanks to that time, I can be just a bit honest in doing what I really want to do.
И ещё:
We've worried and hesitated and in the end... couldn't change anything.
But... that's the end of it. That's far more than enough.
Sensei
and you
have already suffered plenty.
Что я там говорила про «безобразное перерождение»?
Да много ли я понимаю?!
...

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